confessions of a JV cheerleader.

02 November 2008 @ 01:07 pm

spent the night with chelsea. made pumpkin seeds and watched movies. ive got candy. if i wouldve went in a dif. neighborhood/with someone else it would've been more. but this is fine. i wont get too fat. :P

schools tomorrow...gah.
he's in my first period.
i want that blue eyed boy...

i've got to clean my room. argg.
its pretty much a mess.
i need new things. new clothes. new shoes. new hair-color.
I wish i had pretty blonde hair, and looked like the girl in toby keiths "god love her" video.
i could be pretty, if i had money.

i want a boy.
i want someone who cares.

i want to gorw up.oh and most of all. i want my sissy.

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18 October 2008 @ 04:25 pm

old enough to know, but too young to care.

we WON homecoming!

freakishly amazing. seriously. i've been going to homecoming since i was like in 7th grade. we've never won. the seniors were especially excited.

my back hurts like a bittttchh.
its worth it.

going to kenras with emma and amanda before homecoming. do makeup and hair and get ready and all that.

gotta go showerrrr.

muahhh.xoxo

p.s.
i did the right thing...

i know i did....

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14 October 2008 @ 06:36 am

you could be happy... i wouldnt know...

its funny, how one tree hill can manage to completely break my heart, and change the my entire prespective.
i was so so so sure it wasnt what i wanted anymore.
then that damn scene...
and the worlds different... again.
itse happened to us before i guess.
but how long, if we do become friends again, til i'm the constant third wheel again. how long till hes the one that shes wanting to be with, and i'm just there. taking up space when i could be out with friends who really truly care. of course, when youre with a couple and youre single, its always going to be a little awkward. but i mean, i went out with brittany and keegan the other night and it was beyond fun, and i didnt feel left out at all. and maybe if peyton, the bear and i actually went and did stuff, besides just sitting in her basement then it would be more fun. idk...

in other words anberlin rocked my fucking socks. (except i threw up. lmao. moshing+smellness+sickness in general=oops.) but it was amazing. three opening acts was a little TOO much. especially since i didnt really like them all that much the first band was good, though. and so was anberlin. massively good. im STILL exausted.

its early... im going to go eat breakfast.
peace.

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11 October 2008 @ 09:05 pm

Listening for voices, but it's the choices that make us who we are

22.50 earned. :)

hell to the yes. i needed that money. and it wasnt all that hard at all. noah was sweet, and helpful with nico. we talked about batman. :)

i keep seeing Kaila from NCA on tv for the oregon game. its depressing. i miss her. i promised id come see her at a game, but i havent been able to. katie drunk dialed me. lmao. kind of...

pizza is ready... im going to go eat.

i smell like baby...
its lovely. :)

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10 October 2008 @ 09:08 pm

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damn raining jane.

no. thats not true. damn sara bareilles, the crystal ballroom and "scheduling problems."
wtf?

i found a song thats perfect for my feelings about how chaska (and the rest of raining jane) completely fix everything the moment i see them. Its called Knock, Knock by Lenka.

anberlin in two days!!! so excited. first rock concert. first concert alone. im busy downloading like every song ever written by them with airmp3.com.

babysitting nico tomorrow. im excited, i need the cash to pay brittany for the concert tix.

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19 August 2008 @ 04:01 pm

p.s.

i love when carlea makes weird jokes about pizza to make me happy.

"We're having pizza for dinner!"
"Me and you... or just you?"
"Both of us. Duh! Why else would I have said it."
"Because you're a big fat pizza hogger?"
"Oh yeah. Thats TOTALLY me!"

we found out today why our taco bell drink friend has been giving us free drinks.
he's one of the sophmores.
we decided to still take the drinks, and just ignore him.
=]

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11 August 2008 @ 07:29 pm

my personal circle of hell, it has not worked out well.

i am SO tired of cheer.
daily doubles SUCK. its so time consuming. and i mean, i could probably handle it if they didnt make us run like... constantly! amanda passed out today, and i wanted to be her. she got to go home. i was very jealous. and i have to bring my lunch! I hateeeee bringing lunch, because it always ends up gross. the only reason i havent quit is because i know i'll regret it when football season and all that starts up and we're not constantly conditioning and etc. They say this is the hardest part. and damn, its hard. >.<

I was supposed to go to Kate Voegele tonight. I was looking forward to it all day. and then it got cancelled. I'm never looking forward to something again. Ughhhhh!!!

It has been a baaadddd day. This week has not started out well. And I dont feel it getting better. ugggghhh!!!!

I just called Carlea. Shes going to come over and make things happy.

The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants soundtrack is good. =] And Everydays A Holiday With You. Thanks Chask. ;]

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30 July 2008 @ 11:53 am

a fistful of paper tickets, will get you nothing but a plastic ring.

one year.
it has been one year since i met raining jane for the very first time.
so this is mostly going to be a picture blog.
of all our fun times together, over the course of this one year.
and heres a little list of numbered things that have happened;;

one year.
32 emails.
3 autographed cds.
4 concerts.
A random mom&chaska run-in.
8 new raining jane tracks.
A worn-out blue tote bag.
20 (at least) new Portland RJ fans.
3 RJ Posters.
Hundreds of silly jokes.
1 bag of twizzlers.
4 new friends.

( click to view pictures too. )

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18 July 2008 @ 10:20 am

the things we think that we need, for our american dream.

morning peoples.

So I've had cheer practice all week. Monday didn't really count, because after running a mile without water I ran out of energy. But all the other days, it's been fine. I've decided to be primarily a base, and only fly a little. For some reason it freaks me out, I don't like people holding my feel and nothing else. Theres something weird about it.... I know that they'll catch me... But i dont know. Kenra complains when I come down and fall and stuff like that, and that was making it really stressful. So as long as my wrist stays in tact (i think i'm pulling the muscle a little...) I'm more comfortable basing. We tried to cradle Kenra yesterday, but she didn't go very high, and the counts Jenn taught her just... weren't working. Lol. But today, we will get it!

I go to camp tomorrow for four days. It's seems SUPER intense. But it'll be fun. I have a cool roommate. And lots of yummy snacks. My sister, Katelyn who was a cheerleader for 4 years gave me all kinds of advice. She also told me to go talk to the Estacada cheerleaders, but that seems like it would be awkwardddd. lol.My sister went to Estacada High School, so she knows them all. She even told me who's nice and who's not. She's a silly one...

I'm enjoying some new music. "Orange County" by Stefy. Ten Days by Missy Higgins and quite a few songs from the legally blonde the musical soundtrack.

peace.

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10 July 2008 @ 02:56 pm

new friends and blue skies that never end.

hello all.
welcome to my new blog thingy, which i have titled "call me a dreamer..." [after a song by Bethany Joy Galeotti, entitled John and Junior.]
I'm pretty sure this blog will be just me, talking about life and all the things that go on in high school through the eyes of me, a soon to be freshman and junior varsity cheerleader at parkrose high. i can't decide if i want to put the link to this on my myspace page, since i have a lot of friends on there i would prefer not to read the inner workings of my brain... so maybe ill just tell some select people.. and yeah. haha.

last day of cheer clinic, the very first of the summer practices, was today. I fell out of a prep, which is a stunt where the two side-bases (two people. haha) bring you and hold you at about their chin. We all were off on timing and so I wasnt ready when i was going up and when i tried to stand up, i fell backwards. and then the stupid 8th grade spots didn't so much do their jobs, so i hit the ground.i also wasnt in the position to "lock-out" so they could have a better chance of catching me, but still. it knocked the wind out of me, but i'm okay! haha. i went up into a successful prep twice more, and then i based and Morgan, Sawyer and I put Kenra up. stunting is my favorite... yeah. pretty much. [edit:cough cough. not anymore. i hate it!]
here's a random picture of some people on photobucket doing the same stunt we did today, just to give a better visual. hah.

i dont really know what else to talk about in my first post. i'm listening to faith hill.... yeah...

xoxo
L

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